when we’re at the end of our rope

Maybe it’s just me, but sometimes I come across something that God said and I think, “seriously God, You’ve got to be kidding!?”

Jesus said, “You’re blessed when you’re at the end of your rope. With less of you there is more of God and his rule.” (Matthew 5:3)

Reading Jesus’ words, I have to pause and work through it. I don’t know about you, but usually, when I’m literally at the end of my rope, I am quite frankly, in deep deep despair. The last thing I’m thinking about is how “blessed” I am.

Sometimes I’m at the end of my rope because of a decision(s) I made. But other times, it’s because of circumstances around me that are completely out of my control. A few years ago, there was a week-and-a-half period when three unrelated events kept knocking me to my knees to the point where the final one left me reeling so hard that I remember telling my parents, “I can’t pray anymore. I’m so tired of all this pain and heartache. i. just. can’t. pray.”

When we find ourselves at the end of our ropes, we’ve done all that we can do. We have nothing left of ourselves to give. We’ve either created some mess that we’re in and don’t have anything left to give. Or we find ourselves in circumstances created by the evil and chaos of this world and we find there is nothing that we can do or say that can make things better. Either way, it feels like our lives are over. There’s no hope left. We’re drowning in a pit of despair. Things can’t possibly get any better. This must be the end…

But then God. When we’ve got nothing left, the only thing that remains is God. What if we could believe that when all else is gone, God is big enough that He is actually enough? When we literally have nothing else, we’re at the end of our rope, what if God is there? What if God gently wants us to trust that His plans for us, and everyone around us, to experience an abundant life, still remain?

It never feels like a place of blessing when there is nothing left of ourselves. But we can trust that somehow, someway, God still has a plan. And His desire has always been, and will always, be to love us and bless us. It’s at the end of our ropes that we experience the fullness of this love, grace, mercy, comfort, peace, goodness, faithfulness. When all else is lost, it’s here that we find the fullness of God’s blessings.

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